[(Don't you know it)]

Thursday, July 21, 2005

â 8:45 PM

to all my friends out there take care of urself...i think the flu bug is around...both me and dad r sick...older bro and sis were sick already...it's amazing that my mum isnt sick...she usually gets away with it u know...

i think i should rest more and just stop when my body tells me...it's not strong u know...should take care of myself more...the warning signs were there but i chose to ignore them...well i guess i did get wat i deserve...it doesnt help that the days r long and i dont get enough sleep anymore...sigh...oh well i'll live...

but taking time out has been a good thing...managed to just slack around and reflect on stuff...really going to miss harry potter when the seventh book comes out...i guess it has been around me for sometime and i've gotten used to it...so it ending is like saying goodbye to an old fren...

resting at home also has helped me think a lot about other stuff and i've come to accept that some things are just not within my power of control...i mean it would be wonderful wouldnt it if life goes according to plan...but then again where's the excitement and fun of it all...i guess it's best to accept and tolerate...i like doing that...there r some things that i dont like and i'll just get angry and upset but then just give me 5 minutes and i'll be ok...i guess that's how i control my anger...let it all boil up and then simmer...eventually it'll settle...just like when u r cooking something...i like making mistakes cos i know i'll learn from them and the worst part about me is that i never forget...